joy.
" Joy is d i s t i n c t
from pleasure in general
but even from a e s t h e t i c pleasure
It must have the stab
the pang
the i n c o n s o l a b l e longing
All Joy r e m i n d s
It is never a posession
always a d e s i r e
for something longer ago
or further away
or still “about to be. ”
