In the end .

I was ready to give it all up -
 e v e r y t h i n g .

I was half out of my mind with  l o v e .

And I didn't think twice about
what I was throwing into the fire,
as long as I could  k e e p  it
burning for just another minute -
if only I was allowed to sit awhile long
beside its pale glow.

That was how I   l o v e d  you in the end.
With my body cold and shuddering.
With empty hands over  s m o l d e r i n g  ash,
counting out the minutes.


- Lang Leav

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