freedom.
"I once had d r e a m s
of becoming a beautiful poet
but upon an unfortunate series of events
saw those dreams d a s h e d
and divided like a million stars in the night sky
that I w i s h e d on over and over again
sparkling and broken
But I didn't really mind
Because I knew that
it takes
g e t t i n g everything you ever wanted
and then l o s i n g it
to know what true f r e e d o m is
I had a c h a m e l e o n soul
no moral compass pointing due north
no fixed personality
just an inner i n d e c i s i v e n e s s
that was as wide
and as w a v e r i n g as the ocean
Who belonged to no one
who belonged to everyone
Who had nothing
who wanted e v e r y t h i n g
with a fire for every experience
and an o b s e s s i o n for freedom
that terrified me to the point that
I couldn't even talk about it
and pushed me
to a nomadic point of m a d n e s s
that both dazzled and dizzied me. "
