lose you.
I used to think
I couldn't go a day
without your s m i l e
without telling you things
and h e a r i n g your voice back
Then that day a r r i v e d
and it was so damn hard
but the next was h a r d e r
And i knew
with a s i n k i n g feeling
It was going to get w o r s e
and I wasn't going to be okay
for a very long time
Because losing someone
isn't an o c c a s i o n or an event
It doesn't just happen once
It happens over and over a g a i n
I l o s e you
every time I pick up your favourite coffee mug
whenever that one song plays on the radio
or when I discover your old t-shirt
at the bottom of my laundry pile
I lose you
every time I think of k i s s i n g you
holding you or wanting you
I go to bed at night
and l o s e you
when I wish I could tell you
about my day
And in the morning
when I wake and reach
for the e m p t y space across the sheets
I b e g i n
to lose you all over again.
- Lang Leav

I couldn't go a day
without your s m i l e
without telling you things
and h e a r i n g your voice back
Then that day a r r i v e d
and it was so damn hard
but the next was h a r d e r
And i knew
with a s i n k i n g feeling
It was going to get w o r s e
and I wasn't going to be okay
for a very long time
Because losing someone
isn't an o c c a s i o n or an event
It doesn't just happen once
It happens over and over a g a i n
I l o s e you
every time I pick up your favourite coffee mug
whenever that one song plays on the radio
or when I discover your old t-shirt
at the bottom of my laundry pile
I lose you
every time I think of k i s s i n g you
holding you or wanting you
I go to bed at night
and l o s e you
when I wish I could tell you
about my day
And in the morning
when I wake and reach
for the e m p t y space across the sheets
I b e g i n
to lose you all over again.
- Lang Leav