paradox.
" I'm a p a r a d o x
I want to be h a p p y
but I think of things that make me sad
I'm lazy yet I'm a m b i t i o u s
I don't like myself
but I also love who I am
I say I don't c a r e
but I really do
I crave a t t en t i o n
but reject it when it comes my way
I'm a c o n f l i ct e d contradiction
If I can't figure myself out
