old friends.
I want to say
that I don't c a r e
that we aren't f r i e n d s anymore
but I really, really do
I'm sorry I pushed you away
and I'm sorry
I never got around to a p o l o g i s i n g
because I don't think it's my fault
and neither was it yours
We grew apart
and you s t o p p e d trying
and so I did too
And all those times
I said I was just tired
it was not a lack of sleep
but rather a lack of hope
that you took with you
when you left
I want to say
I don't miss you anymore
but I think part of me a l w a y s will
And I keep telling myself
it's okay that I lost you
and that I will meet
a million different people in my lifetime
it's just deep down
I know that
I won't ever meet anyone like you.
- mz
