deserve.

You’ve spent a lifetime 
digging yourself a  g r a v e
never even noticing 
that the dirt had caved in
and you were trapped six feet under

You’ve spent an  e t e r n i t y 
covering up the scars and stitches
that hold you together

because, my dear

you are a patchwork doll
made completely 
from a universe of light and dark
sewn together by unhappy  c o i n c i d e n c e

You try to pull out your threads
one by one, pretending not to to see
your ends  u n r a v e l i n g

You claim it’s for your friends 
who deserve someone whole

Those same people
who will be  g o n e  tomorrow
once they’ve used you up and 
 d i s p o s e d  of you like one of their cigarettes

So wear your flowers in your hair
and write  p o e m s  with the words that have
 cluttered your head for too long

Laugh louder

like you were built to
and live for yourself
only for  y o u r s e l f 

You  d e s e r v e  this
You deserve a  c h a n c e



復活

(Credits to freshuclub)