waiting.
" There are two types of  w a i t i n g
There's the waiting you do
for something you know is coming
sooner or later
like waiting for the 6.28 train
or the school bus
or a party where a certain handsome boy might be
And then
there's the waiting
for something you don't know is coming
You don't even know what it is exactly
but you're  h o p i n g  for it
You're  i m a g i n i n g  it
and living your life for it
That's the kind of waiting
that makes a  f i s t  in your heart. "
- Martine Murray, How To Make A Bird, p.16 
(Credits to johannadorothea)